28 August 2012

Bow-legged Full Moon

dadmoon

22 July 2012

Iceland Revisited

esjaclouds
Esja at the top. In the clouds.

esjaflowers
Esja at the bottom. In the flowers.


catreyk
Reykjavik resident.

gloves
Lost together.

24 June 2012

New Wave Science Breaks on Okinawa

Panorama01-1 Photo by OIST

I wrote this article back in January. It gives a nice overview of this neat institute, so I thought I'd publish it here.

The 21st century scientific climate may be turning its back on the specialist. To bring Japanese science up to speed, a new graduate university on Okinawa plans to foster the growth of a new breed of interdisciplinary researchers. With substantial funding from the Japanese government, state-of-the-art equipment, a growing faculty of world-renowned researchers, and an island setting with highs in January hovering around 20ºC, young scientists can go to this institute to study, perchance to dream big.

At the Okinawa Institute of Science and Technology Graduate University (OIST) even the architecture demands communication among its scientists. To get to their respective laboratories from the campus living facilities, researchers will first have to walk through a pedestrian tunnel, into elevators that rise up a vertical light shaft, through the Center Building and out to the lab buildings. The campus design causes "everyone to meet each other everyday," says John Dickison, the OIST Vice President for Buildings and Facility Management, in the institute's informational movie. "It is not possible to work at OIST and spend all your time tucked away in your little unit corner."

Photo by OIST
In April 2003 the OIST Board of Directors decided to build their institute in the town of Onna-son in Okinawa, a subtropical island covered in lush, green forests and surrounded by an iridescent blue ocean filled with coral reefs. While keeping in mind the sensitivity of the surrounding environment, they started construction of the Center Building and the first lab building in March 2008. They are currently working on the second lab building and the auditorium (note: these buildings are now finished), and in the near future they will begin construction of a Campus Village where up to 50% of the students, faculty and staff can live. The village will also include a childcare center where the children of OIST researchers can form a community of their own. In the more distant future, they also plan to build a third lab building.

The community-oriented campus design parallels one of OIST's main ambitions: to encourage biologists, chemists, computer scientists, mathematicians and physicists from all over the world to work together to produce innovations in science and technology. Their flexible, interdisciplinary philosophy is relatively unheard of in Japanese science today, an academic system that stunts innovation with its inclination toward hermitic departments and a domineering respect for authority. As a result, the number of students enrolling in graduate programs in the natural sciences has continued to drop since 2003.

OIST wants to foster an environment where the independence and ingenuity of young researchers can blossom without the barriers of categorization, cloudy weather, or rigid superiors. Every student works towards the same degree: a PhD in Science and Technology and there are no departmental heads because there are no departments. Though the institute has hosted workshops and courses since 2005, it will officially admit its first 20 students in the fall of 2012. In five years, they hope that number will grow to 100. The faculty to student ratio will be maintained around 1:2.

Photo by OIST
212 researchers working in 44 different units call OIST home, 85 of whom are non-Japanese and hailing from 30 different countries. The institute feels the exposure of both Japanese and non-Japanese students to an international setting will engender an exceptionally open and creative style of viewing research. When all the recruiting is said and done, they aim to have a group of around 500 scientists that will be roughly half non-Japanese.

So far the OIST faculty have produced over 350 research publications and seven patents. In July 2011 the institute received considerable press for a paper published in Nature on the decoding of the first coral genome by Dr. Chuya Shinzato in the Marine Genomics Unit at OIST. The research may help understand why certain coral strains are more sensitive to bleaching than others.

For this international group of researchers to communicate, there is no doubt the university's official language must be English. Japan is in need of more high-level researchers who speak English fluently because this would allow them to spend time abroad for postdoctoral training, collaborate internationally and increase the number of papers they have published in top journals like Nature and Science. At OIST all of the courses and workshops are taught in English and using English in daily life is strongly encouraged. Even these informal exchanges, they say, are essential to the advancement of scientific thought and discovery.

The institute also aims to foster a better relationship between universities and industry in Japan, something Japanese science hasn't done much of as of yet. OIST reasons that as a result Japan hasn't experienced a phenomenon similar to the viral spread of start-ups seen in Silicon Valley in the 1960s and 1970s. OIST will promote this relationship by making it easy for industry representatives to visit the university and urging students to be conscious of the worthiness of scientific research to the sustainable development of Okinawa, Japan and society overall.

Researchers are also encouraged to participate in the local community of Okinawa. Every year OIST has an Open Campus event where the public is invited to get an insider's view of the research taking place at the institute. They also have talks and lectures where school children can get an introduction to the life of a researcher and speak with Nobel Laureates.

One barrier an unfortunate number of researchers face when designing experiments is funding. To address the deficiencies the Japanese government felt its science and technology sectors had, it has poured funding into establishing OIST. "Once it sunk in how many resources I would have available [at OIST], I realized I would need an incredible run with the National Science Foundation to match that in the US," said Evan Economo, head of the Biodiversity and Biocomplexity Unit at OIST, in an article published in Nature in June 2011. "I feel like my research success is now up to me instead of an anonymous grant-review panel."

The Japanese government hopes OIST will pave the way for a new style of conducting research in Japan, one that is more international, communicative among the fields, and friendly with industry. And there is seemingly nothing standing in their way. The campus is beautiful, the machines are cutting-edge, the faculty is top of the line, intellectual freedom reigns like nowhere else in the country, and you can go snorkeling on your lunch break. The Okinawa Institute of Science and Technology is nothing short of a high-tech, beach-front sanctuary for scientists.

03 June 2012

Sächsische Schweiz

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12 May 2012

Hands

lenhand1 lenhand2

He
wants
to put his life
on a spinning wheel
and let his fingerprints
make parallel streaks in the clay.
If he could only use his hands to mold
his life. His hands are so easy to understand.
His brain is so tangled.

30 April 2012

Pfaueninsel

peacock2 peacock1

I See/Summer

boat lenwoods lenflower trees kolja lenni3

03 April 2012

The Life of an Apple.

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From the mother tree to the hands of a consumer, an apple has a very ordinary life. Rarely is it rejuvenated. Seldom are its seeds acknowledged, planted and patiently attended to.

For the great majority of people, the process of eating an apple has a clear beginning and end. First, an apple must be chosen. Apples are organized as if to assume they are all the same, as if picking up one will ultimately end in the same satisfaction of any other. They are always piled together, yet separated from all other varieties. They are not separated by quality. They are not separated by smell.

The smell of each variety of apple is different, let alone the smell of each individual apple. The secret is to smell the apple at its core, near the stem. Its true life, flavor and richness can be derived from this aroma. The pungent scent of a perfectly ripe apple may even jolt you into the future, the moment when the knife breaks the apple’s thin barrier, and the first succulent piece is slipped into your mouth.

The smell is one thing, but the beauty of an apple is another. There must be no brown marks intruding in the fantasy of perfection. The design of a worthy apple is a unique painting, with only red, yellow or green paint at its disposal. For beauty that prevails over limitations is even more extraordinary.

A lonely shopper may linger in front of the apple stand without a record of time, searching for flawless individuals. Until the perfect group is composed, which in all likelihood is never, the lonely shopper will not be contented. Other curious shoppers may look and wonder what mystery lies in finding the perfect bunch of apples. Soon this brief experience with curiosity will float out of their ears and baby food, potato chips and bacon will return.

The apples are placed in a fruit basket with an array of other fruit upon returning home, their individuality once more taken away. Rarely will an apple be eaten immediately. It’s as if they ought to be forgotten. Days will pass, but the apples remain in their place, ever so modestly. Forgetting their presence makes having them so much sweeter.

A red glint catches your eye while standing in front of the pantry. And you remember them. Their simplicity settles your indecision.

The knife is out, and the apple is standing upright, its posture prepared for the sacrificial moment. The best way to cut an apple is into sixteenths. Eighths are entirely too big, and thirty-seconds butcher the exquisite crispness of a well-chosen apple.

You place the apple slices into a shallow bowl. Like clockwork, they disappear, one after another, time taking no toll on even the last piece. The bowl sweating the apple’s remains is usually placed into the sink and forgotten. But something is in the air. Something is different. You look down at the bowl, millimeters before its submersion into the murky dishwater, and you notice a little brown seed.

As if planting seeds is a completely revolutionary idea, you realize you could plant this seed. You could have your own apple tree. New fantasies race through your mind, not of perfection, but of growth.

Out of ten apple seeds, only about three will germinate and live to adulthood. You have one seed. It takes more than six years to even discover whether the seed you plant will grow into a full-sized tree and bear edible fruit. There is a one in twenty chance of having a tree with edible fruit. There is an even smaller chance that the fruit will be as tasty as its mother. You are tempted to throw away this apple seed like all the others, and continue buying apples that you aren’t required to invest anything in. Your mind searches for reasons to abandon your familiar practices to consume and discard. You remember a concept you have often applied to your own life: it is the not end result that matters, but the process from which you learn everything.

So you plant the apple seed and wait. Maybe you’ll learn something along the way. But don’t forget, you need two trees to make fruit. Apple trees cannot pollinate themselves. And now you’ve already learned something, no matter how well you care for your little apple tree, its purpose will stay unfulfilled without a companion to complete the cycle, to take the ordinary out of its life.

Wondering, Wandering the World Out My Window

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31 March 2012

Karl Marx Pig

pig

Haupbahnhof

trainman

casey

Juxtapose 2

13

bully

Juxtapose 1

hands

tree

08 February 2012

Art for Waste Reduction

I often keep my eye out on kickstarter for people doing neat projects and I recently came across a guy who is making musical instruments out of industrial waste. Assuming Perry gets the $15,000 of funding he requested to build the musical machines, in August 2012, musicians will put on a performance with these motors, solenoids, pneumatics, and hydraulics from factories of the past.

Though it's quite obvious after the fact, it never occurred to me before that art can be a form of waste reduction. Before when I thought of the 'reuse' in 'reduce, reuse, recycle,' tupperware or second hand clothing stores usually came to mind. So I wonder now, how much of an impact could art have on society's dire need to shrink its landfills?

06 February 2012

tiefster Winter

(dead of winter)

berlin1

17 January 2012

The Many Mindless Murders Of The Great Auk

Do you remember the story of the Great Auk, or as Icelanders like to call it, the geirfugl? The history of this extinct bird is staple curriculum in Icelandic schools, probably because three Icelanders killed the very last mating pair about 170 years ago. However, "the history of the Great Auk has faded away" in Iceland, says Kristinn Haukur Skarphéðinsson, wildlife ecologist at the Icelandic Institute of Natural History. Though at first, he says, "nobody knew they were killing the last auk," as soon as the truth of the matter revealed itself, Icelanders had to carry the burden of a "collective guilt that we did the Great Auk in."

But we have been massacring this poor, clumsy bird before humans were technically humans. Yes, believe it, Neanderthals hunted Great Auks over 100.000 years ago. And a whole lot of death occurred between then and that notable day of July 3, 1844 when the book of Great Auk was slammed shut. So who should really be held responsible for the extinction of the Great Auk? How much of the blame should Icelanders carry on their shoulders? Could the bird itself take some of it? Maybe just a little?

POINTING FINGERS, IF ONLY LITTLE ONES

The Great Auk, in some ways, had it coming. Living in the wilds of the North Atlantic and having a picky disposition when selecting breeding grounds is akin to accepting only foie gras for dinner during the Irish potato famine. Great Auks would only breed on rocky, remote islands near easily accessible food sources. They'd settle with no less than islands with sloping shorelines, which gave the birds easy access to the ocean, where they spent the majority of their time.

The birds were excellent swimmers, but their ability to traverse land resembled a drunken Icelander on a weekend night in Reykjavík. Just as easily as you could net a hipster leaving Bakkus at 5am on a Saturday, you could casually stroll up to a geirfugl, put 'em in a bag and eat 'em for dinner with some potatoes (the bird, not the hipster). For some strange reason, these animals didn’t have an innate fear of humans, which many cultures took advantage of for thousands of years, including the Maritime Archaic people of Newfoundland and Saqqaq Inuits of Greenland.

BUT IT'S NOT OKAY

Though the Great Auk made it super easy for us to wipe them out, it doesn't exactly warrant our overexploitation. Yeah, you could probably make a living out of mugging old ladies on the street, but the ease of it doesn't make it morally acceptable (unless they're giving you sass about your haircut, or something). Frankly, when pillows become more valued than the survival of a species, it's hard not to wonder whether humanity had its priorities straight.

Starting in the eighth century, Great Auks were hunted in droves for their feathers. By the mid-sixteenth century, the breeding colonies along the European boundary of the Atlantic were almost completely wiped out by humans smitten with selling the luxury of down pillows. Finally by 1775, the Brits banned the killing of auks for their feathers and eggs, though the birds could still legally be killed for bait and food. This was one of the first environmental laws, which, in many people's eyes, made the Great Auk the "emblem for extinct birds," says Kristinn.

Though the severity of public flogging, the punishment for killing an auk for feathers, was discouraging, anyone with minimal intelligence could deduce an easy way out of publicized embarrassment and torture: say you're hunting the auk for bait (“Yes, officer, it was only a cigarette, I swear.”), and save the feathers as a keepsake of your trials and tribulations at sea.

But anything that's worse than reckless overindulgence in life, is reckless overindulgence in death. In a grave near Port of Choix, Newfoundland that dates back to around 2.000 B.C., archaeologists found a person buried in a suit made of more than 200 Great Auk skins, the heads left on for extra bling.

THE BEGINNING OF THE END

Nothing really tops the way the last Great Auk of the British Isles was killed. Sorry Icelanders, you didn't win the barbarian award this time around. In July of 1840 on the Saint Kilda archipelago in Scotland, three local men caught and killed the very last Great Auk of the region. They tied the bird up and kept it alive for three days, until a hefty storm loomed over their islet. Instead of assuming that the intermingling of warm and cold air caused the storm (maybe too logical for the times), the men took the shitty weather personally, accused the auk of stirring the skies with witchcraft, and beat it to death with a stick. The impact of the slaughter on the storm's cessation was inconclusive.

By 1835, after centuries of mass annihilation, one colony of about fifty auks remained on Eldey, an island off the coast of Iceland. But when museums and private collectors found out the Great Auk had become so scarce, they commissioned any willing body to hunt down and kill auks for their skins and eggs to put on display in their collections. The irony of this situation couldn't possibly have evaded the people of the time. I'd even bet the sign underneath the specimens on display in museums read something like, "Great Auk skin, RARE bird species of the North Atlantic."

On July 3, 1844, three Icelandic sailors by the names of Sigurður Ísleifsson, Ketill Ketilsson and Jón Brandsson, travelled to Eldey to collect specimens as requested by Danish natural history collector Carl Siemsen. Jón and Sigurður each found and killed the male and female of the last mating auk pair (thought they didn't know it at the time), but Ketill was left empty-handed. Poor Ketill, feeling left out, decided to smash the last auk pair's egg with his boot. And that was that.

OVER BEFORE WE STARTED?

In the world of extinction, great emphasis is always put upon the last of a species. The events that take place in the beginning and middle have less weight because, by default, the animal's numbers are probably doing alright then. But ask any conservationist and they will tell you that when there's only one lonely couple left of a species, the game is already over. So Icelanders, yes, you technically killed the last hope for the Great Auk, but widen the scope of the extinction lens and you certainly weren't alone.

Originally published in The Reykjavík Grapevine

11 January 2012

Detailed Description of Home

Ahhhhhhem,” my father clears his throat while drinking coffee on the toilet. It’s a few minutes before six a.m. I was dreaming of uncooked noodles and star-shaped candies mixed with mint-flavored milk when a pudgy adolescent gray tabby pounces on my stomach for the benefit of his stomach.

I get out of bed topless, shielding my breasts with my arm, and pour a meager bowl of low-fat, high quality cat food. I get back into bed. My mother paces nervously from one end the house to the other. Coffee, prepare breakfast, soup for his lunch, kiss, goodbye. My father comes in and kisses me before he leaves. I drift back asleep to the sound of cat teeth crunching.

I wake again, this time by my own body. I put on a shirt and walk outside. The air tickles my skin. I feel cold in South Florida. My mother talks while my mind gradually moves from sleep to wake, “I am going to clean Garp's cage now,” she says. Garp is a five-foot iguana. I walk back inside and sit on the couch. The TV isn’t on.

She speed walks past the front window. I hear water spitting from the hose. The cat walks to the screen door and watches the outside from inside.

My father calls. I tell her through the screen door that he’s on the phone. She walks over dragging her feet in dark blue polka dot rain boots.

She walks back past the front window, now with a waltz tempo, still rushing. She comes inside, sits on the couch and changes her shoes, “I’ll be sad, but I’ll be happy when we finally decide to let Garp go.”

I realize life looks very different when you’re watching and listening, instead of thinking and analyzing. My eyes are open.

We put on our bathing suits and decide to bike to the beach instead of drive, “It’s good exercise, good for my bones,” she says. Pedaling down the street, we’re silent. On the side of a truck I read, ‘send a smile.’ How does one ‘send a smile’? Is it flowers? There’s no explanation. Another bumper sticker reads, ‘1-20-09 Bush’s last day.’ There’s a rainbow sticker on this car as well.

We pass some panting fat Canadians on the bridge that leads to the beach. They’re carrying oversized beach chairs, and their hair isn’t wet.

We arrive at the beach. I lay down an large, orange beach towel, take off my clothes and walk to the edge of the water. My mother eats a nectarine in the shade. The water covers my feet, then retreats, now my ankles, then back, now my knees. I raise my arms and stand on my toes. My entry into the ocean is shy, then abrupt.

I return to my towel with wet hair. I lie down on my back, untie the neck straps from my bathing suit and tuck them in between my breasts. Eyes closed, warmth. I see my mother lie next to me through cracks in my eyelids. She’s covering her aged skin with organic suntan lotion. I notice the varicose veins spidering up her legs. She’s sixty-seven, had me when she was forty-four. She raises her chin to the sky, closes her eyes and puts lotion on her face and neck. We bask in the sun for while like iguanas. My happiness is simple like an iguana's happiness. I fall asleep.

I wake up and join her in the shade. She holds another half-eaten nectarine against the sky; red and orange against blue, “Look, look at the contrast, it would make a nice painting,” she says. I see a little white sticker on the side of the nectarine, ‘Chile.’ That nectarine has traveled farther than I have, which either means I haven't traveled enough or it has traveled too much. Or both.

I ate the nectarine with her in the shade, one piece for her, one for me, so impartial, even though the fruit is in her hands. I put on my clothes, wipe the sand from my feet and we leave.

We bike home riding on the opposite side of the road. I notice a bustling Italian bakery and begin biking towards it. My mother follows. We paste our faces to the window and peer inside. Fashionable people are eating gelato and paninis. Little cakes are posed on golden platters in a golden display case.

We pass a coffee shop that isn’t Starbucks, and I'm intrigued: ‘Undergrounds Coffeehouse’. A television is creatively or lazily positioned on top of a piano. An old George Harrison movie is playing. They’re selling paperbacks for two dollars. I notice Fahrenheit 451 sandwiched between two grocery store romance novels.

We stop at the bank to take out cash because I owe my mother money. “You birthday is a day before mine,” says the teller, “same year?” I say.“Same year,” he replies. I could have left the conversation there, but I feel compelled to connect with a stranger. “I wish my mother held me in a few days longer, then I could be born on Halloween,” I say. He replies with an awkward smile. I leave with a failed attempt to socialize looming over my shoulder.

I hand my mother the money, she hands me back a ten and smiles. I smile. Maybe that's how a smile is sent.

We bike to the grocery store to get ground turkey. I was full on samples before we left. My mother grew up with very little food to eat. She revisits sample booths three or four times.

We get home, and shortly after, my father gets home. He shows me a trick for blocking a man from touching my breasts, “It’s all in the arm,” he said.

We make turkey burgers: swiss cheese, tomatoes, onion, pickles, mushrooms. We eat our burgers in the screened-in porch. The cat meows to go outside. I drink a glass of Orangina. My shoulders feel less tense, for a second, my mind pauses.

07 January 2012

Not Berlin, Florida

Not Berlin, Florida

08 October 2011

Reality Absorbed in Reverie

“Just like spinning plates,”
my consciousness spun around my head.
Suddenly my life had a soundtrack
and then detached—
Frazzled hair with a side of insanity.
I was a lunatic.

A lunatic with heavy eyelids and smashed.
Little green bottles climbed on and soaked in.
I peeled the labels, now undetectable
to the creatures that subsist in earthy dirt.
A lunatic for a moment, for a few obscure instances.

The limiting bulk of me asked
for something different than modest heat.
“Please, no electric temperature
emitting from the wall,” it said.
Little bumps of skin grew
caused by scarce woolen things.
My body shivered, and wet its lips.
Had I known, did I know?

My consciousness stumbled
along a slender path:
a crimson brick bridge with no railings,
no one inch margin to prevent the letters of my dream
paper from slipping off the page,
nothing to save me from diminishing
into the black gravitational pull below.

The face of my psyche
sunk to the ground,
my eyelids, like dragging lures.
In slow motion,
with responsive notes loitering around the building
of my body, I crumbled;
mini pieces of me scattered around.
Awake!
Asleep…

In the middle of a white-walled room,
thick red molecules hung in the air.
The room stained me and I was cherry all over;
I could taste the bleeding red orbs of fruit,
those droplets of pungent crimson life,
now in the upturned curves of my mouth.

A window made of crystal
blue, fish-filled, ocean water
painted me indigo. The window
unfastened itself and the yellow light of a close star
coated my face, dried me off. Salt covered
my abstract body, and I could abstractly taste it.

It all felt natural.
The same as real.
Reality
absorbed in reverie.

The End

Time is a bullet grazing my face with memories.
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And Then, the Beginning of the End

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